I can sense a slight unease,
"Can I pull through this?"
"What's the point of it all?"
"Is this how it's supposed to be?"
I can feel your undying efforts,
Coupled with your unwavering eagerness when,
One, you said "I won't let this go",
Two, till this day you still want me near.
At times when you can wait no more,
And even when you wake up at four,
My heart is touched by your love for me,
And also torn to see you struggle for me.
I can't bear it my dear,
The thought of you sleeping without my call,
The thought of you rising so I feel whole,
When all I can do is hope we don't fall.
A man, as outstanding as you,
Going through it all, for me?
My dear, if you feel like bidding adieu,
I can't stop you but oh I hope you don't.
And now this stanza becomes a mess,
My dear, I just love you so much,
Your smile, your laugh, it warms my heart,
Your sorrow, your pain, it stabs me hard,
You're my best friend, I'm in awe of your brain,
Your humour and your wit, you leave me in a daze,
Thinking how on Earth did I stumble upon you,
So smart, so brave yet so loving, I am truly amazed.
My dear, I'm sorry for what I'm putting you through,
I gave you my word and my heart,
Not knowing this was the undiscovered truth,
I still want you to keep my heart safe,
Yet my heart breaks when I see your sleepy face.
My dear, you are such a marvellous figure,
I respect, I adore, You're my greatest desire,
To stay yours and be yours is what I aspire,
You will always be the one I call my lover.
My dear, You are now in the land of dreams,
I'm sorry I was too slow to set your 'miss' free,
You'll govern my thoughts as long as I'm awake,
My dear sweet love, I love you, I'm yours all the way.
