Whole

Never have I thought,
A person could complete you this much.
You are the rarest gem there is,
I'm truly blessed to find a love like this.

Goodbye~

Goodbyes are the hardest,
I watched as the bus drove away,
Carrying you in it,
My love, I wish you could stay.

Tears sprung out as I approached my room,
Opened my door to receive your hug,
Instead, I'm greeted by silence,
And you are not there.

I lay on my bed, more tears spill out,
For once you lay here and hugged me close as we talked,
I see your table under mine,
I miss the sight of you and your smile.

Tried to take a shower,
An immediate tear fall began,
For you once stood on the cold side,
We had our conversations as we showered.

You used my towel this morning,
I grabbed on to it as held it close,
Hoping to ease my mourning.

You boiled water for me,
We had our drinks for tea,
The handle I touched,
You were there just as much,

I miss your presence so much,
My room feels so neat and empty,
It's missing my soulmate,
My companion and our love.

It hurts so much yet I was so happy,
Love makes you feel high on drugs,
and at the same time,
It's despair will drag you down to the dumps.